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hello everybody !! john here...or sonny,..or pete ! welcome to my website...this is not the first website ive done, in fact this isnt even the first version of this specific website i pull up..i have a constantly changing aesthetics and this website WILL reflect that. i WILL change this websites theme and url a thousand hundred times and am i sorry for that ? i am NOT. i will NEVER BE. I LOVE BEING EXTREMELY INCONSISTENT !!! okay i kinda hate it but ignore that..anyways, here ull see mainly me update the website over and over again without ever moving on from the main and about me page but also, in the future, ore of my characters, shitty scratch games, and most importantly..my writings ! eeee ! yaay ! least exciting bullshit ever !! sorry im being annoying...and cynical, wich are two things i can be a lot but i hope everyday i can improove from that.

as ive said in other times around here and there, these websites, layouts, etc, are all always inspired about...say it with me guys...the things that iii loooove....i am a very passion-driven person, im extremely lead by my feelings both negative and positive...a lot of times negative..against my will ! to put it in nerd bum ass homestuck terms im in the middle of being a heart and rage player..or something..idk i gotta re-read homestuck...anyways, this websites inspired by both a bunch of other websites out there and what i love, wich i imagine is the case for honestly most sites on here so yeah, im not that special for any of this :P ..at least in a more literal way..im special for my website because it reflects me and everybody elses websites are also special due to this !..except for the ones of people i dislike because everybody that has ever pissed me off must suffer (joke. haa haa haa)
i started coding when i was like fifteen because of myspace 93 and after that i lowkey never was the same..i miss myspace 93..anyways, i started coding a huge while ago, ive made a lot of pages like this,..this aint the only one i have made and i adore customization of anything of any kind ! u prob alr know all that bullshit sorry 4 wastin ya time with it, anyways...goodbye !! bye bye !! byeee!!

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2. 03/08/2024. - first new update in a whiiiiile, oh well,...not much going on, my grandmas been sucking as always sorry but i fucking hate her when she dies ill piss on her grave, today just started and yesterday straight up sucked, i broke down in the front of my mom but she was pretty chill about it except when she said retarded wasnt about autistic people and that made me mad as fuck, anyways...not much to tell, im ngl i had more updates to the blog but they are lost so whomp whomp...shu isnt my fav enstars character anymore now its yuzuru (even if this pages layout is eichi themed idgaf), not much to say sorry about that...i hope today is better than yesterday thats all im gonna say, goodbye !!
1. 03/08/2024. - first little update to be made to this website !! i prob wont be able to keep this up...anyways, i watched the deadpool yaoi movie and i surprisinglly really liked it !! if i was amab i just know tha dingaling would have been hard for the whole film.............jokes aside it was a pretty solid picture, pretty reddit at times and i really did not enjoy the whole theater casually soyjacking from time to time but it was great either way, also ive been listening to much more jpop and etc than i should, likely because one (actualy a duo) of the only vtubers i rlly care about released a song and it is rlly good !! ive also been very into enstars music because, as sad as i am deep down to say this, ive been playing a fair amount of that game...i will once it ships here even make like an itabag of shu wich is gonna include a photo of jonathan davis bcuz i want it to have that...anyways, i think thats all i wanna say here, bye !!


